Wednesday, November 5, 2025

Rediscovering What My 15 Year Old Self Were Up To

Tonight while preparing some transit visa documents for my parents, suddenly I got a notification from my email. It's a reminder from my other email notifying inactivity. That email was registered for my class back in junior high school! Junior high!

It's been ages since I heard "8D"

Then I naturally wanted to regain access which I did. I saw the inbox that was filled with emails from Wordpress.

It literally slipped my mind completely that I used to do this back then. During my time in junior high and senior high, I am quite obsessed with handling social media for my classes. I started this when I was in 8th grade, then I remember somehow the school admin thought the dynamic was so good they miraculously did not reshuffle the students for the 9th grade, so I got to keep the same account. The account is still there on twitter btw 😂 @9binfo. The bio OMG, was updated last when we were in high school and now it's been ten fucking years since we graduated high school!

Back then, you know BBM groups or WhatsApp groups were not that hit, but people did use twitter. So I used that twitter account to update about school tasks or even funny things that happen during the day. I was sooo into journalism wasn't I, now that I think about it?!

Another thing that I am soooo amazed at my old self was.. that I managed to have a blog for my classes guys.... Haha yes I was the admin of https://9binfo.wordpress.com/ 😳

I looked at the blog and dang I was so surprised at how much time I had back then.. or how flowy I was with expressing things. I don't even know if anyone's reading the blog, but I remember (slightly) writing it and then seeing the posts posted brought so much joy to me. To be honest I think if I were raised like in the US or something, I would have gone into journalism or had a career as some series' writer. Or if my life were any more exciting, I would probably launch a book like Raditya Dika or poconggg! Hahaha.

I literally made a comic using Paint guys......

Missing those old times!

Sunday, November 2, 2025

2025 Autumn Trip: Jordan, it's one for the books!

Hello again :) Gotta give it to me for being able to quell the will to write much more than I did the years before haha. Human memory is always the weakest memory holder of them all, and that's precisely why civilizations never progressed much until humans found out how to write out their minds and expertise into stories and preserve them.. I don't want this memory to fade away anytime soon, so let's write it out while it's fresh! :)

Earlier this week, I just ended one of the most fun trips I've had in a while. I went to Turkiye and Jordan with dear friends of mine, Sarah and Leona!

Someone asked me if I went with my work friends, and to be honest, it might sound degrading to label them just as my work colleagues. I'd like to say I went with a group of friends who grew together with me, are experiencing the same vulnerabilities and life journeys that shape us to who we are now, and definitely, a good travelmate haha.

We made the plan quite abruptly! You know I am stationed in UAE right now. At first it was just me and Nico (who's in Kuwait) making plans to visit Jason (who's in Jordan). I thought it would just be a middle-eastern STAs trip since well, we're kinda far from anywhere and to be honest if I'm anywhere else, probably the plan would sound less interesting. However, suddenly I heard that Leona was also interested to come! I thank God that Leona talked about this to Nico so he invited her to our "Tipping Point" group chat--which reminds me I should really finish that book OMG I haven't even opened it!

The chat that started everything

The book that I haven't even started

So, we created that group called "The Tipping Point" hoping to kickstart the planning of it all. When Leona joined, I suddenly think about that trip Leona wanted to make with Sarah so I also reached out to her. She said yes and then we were 5!

We set a date for Jordan trip, but Sarah could fly earlier from Indonesia after she finished the Commercial Conference. Leona and Sarah will have another destination first for the pre-trip, sadly I couldn't join for full because there's something in the office :(

HOWEVER, after all the discussions and all the visa problem that we have, this is what we decided on:

  • 17 - 19 Oct    : Nana, Leona, Sarah in Izmir, Turkiye
  • 20 - 23 Oct    : Leona and Sarah somewhere (they haven't decided or booked any tix, crazy)
  • 24 - 27 Oct    : Us three + Nico and Jason in Jordan!
I pondered btw what I should write first. Jordan definitely currently has much more stories and fresh vivid memory so it will be easier to write, so shall I write about Turkiye first? But then I said to myself, I don't believe in me. If I postpone Jordan I would postpone in for a loooooong time so I need to just start writing it while I have the fire in me!

Wednesday, August 13, 2025

2025 Summer Trip till Stockholm

This post might be 'violating' the timeliness structure because I'm supposed to post about my Europe trip in 2024 first, but oh well.. I think I need to write as soon as possible to catch all the emotion in its freshest stage.

After being amazed that in 2024 I finally made it to the European mainland, I never thought that I would do it again so soon. I just returned from my very short 5-day getaway in Stockholm, Sweden. The visit was so short but never intended to be so. I was supposed to pass by Sweden for like 3 days, and then leave for Italy and France with my parents. Sadly, my parents' visa got rejected. I already got my flight ticket to Europe, so might as well just extend them longer. I always wanted to go for a laid-back visit anyways and get myself really immersed with a city. This accident kinda gave me the perfect excuse for me to delve around Stockholm!

I did not have any specific itinerary or wishlist in Stockholm. It even didn't really occur to me that I will be in Stockholm, just that I will be visiting Leona in Sweden.

Friday, July 11, 2025

Why are we reading for?

Beware for another random thoughts.

As I was packing my stuffs to go back home to Jakarta for a shortwhile during summer, I packed several of my finished books to put in Dubai. Did so so that when I need to move back later on, at least I've got rid of several unused stuffs.

And then I started to think.. all these books I've read, but none of them really stuck to me. I cannot remember a memorable lines, I mean I can tell you how it made me feel reading the books, but I can barely retell you the story or the content. I read The Cultural Map. But what I can tell you about it?? Other than people came from different background and stories and how I became more 'aware' on how we say direct and indirect things, I think..

Sunday, July 6, 2025

A Trip Through Time: Labuan Bajo May 2022

Moyahoo~

I've been postponing this post for months already, every week swearing that I would write this on weekend yet I did not, again and again. So here I am today! On a Sunday night finally gathering enough will to write something. If I did not, this would be like my trip in London.. which you haven't seen at all here, right? Hahaha.

(Note: Writing this again in January 31... yep, I've postponed this post for FIVE MONTHS I'm sorry)

(Pandemic came and just when I thought I'd have an abundance of time, came TWICE with their 5-year worth of videos for me to keep up 😄)

SO in early 2022, somehow Novi and I had an idea of going to Labuan Bajo. It seemed so wacana-ish the first time. I haven't gone with a friend just traveling on our own expense so it just didn't seem very real tbh. Then Novi posted the idea to her close friends hoping for someone else to want to join the club, and we have Lilian in!

Lilian joining our group trip is really a boost in the probability of actually making this trip happens (sorry, Nov ahaha). I don't know if it's us feeling wary because we are now having an ACTUAL PERSON that actually wanted to go or if Lilian is a certified adventurous traveler, but I felt that at that moment, we really needed to go.

Around April, Garuda Travel Fair was held. What makes traveling or other things become just a plan is, I deduce, the feeling of no deadline, that there is no timeline to follow. GATF added that sense of urgency to our plan and we quickly decided on a date.

A finality to the plan

There was no going back after. The tickets were booked, then we finally booked a tour for living on board in Labuan Bajo.

Monday, June 23, 2025

Life Update from The Pearl of the Persian Gulf

Hello, there!

Believe me when I say that on the back of my mind, writing a blog post always pops out as 'things-I-would-do-in-my-leisure-y-time-to-feel-productive'. However, I also know that I still have a draft post for 2022 (my Labuan Bajo trip) and 2023 (a year with too much TWICE). I even planned on writing my first Europe mainland trip in 2024, but duh, I procrastinate too much!

So as to not let this one be too outdated, let me just put it out in the air: I am now residing in Dubai!

Well, at least for the next remaining 8 months to go! :)

It's been something out of my imagination, honestly. I grow up being not very used to flying or visiting places far away from where I live. I cherish every flying experience so much, I still remember my very first experience of flying on a place (that one was also my very first experience of missing a flight, though hahaha).

I feel lucky to be an avid reader. I read a lot of books growing up. Despite having read lots of English books now, actually those that really touch young Nana are Indonesian books. I wonder do we still have strong Indonesian writers out there publishing new works?

My two most favorite books of all time are: Laskar Pelangi (Andrea Hirata) and Negeri 5 Menara (A. Fuadi). Both I read from the humble library of LIA Kalimalang, my sanctuary as a very quiet LIA student back then haha. Laskar Pelangi was a very big hit movie back then, but reading the 'heavy' novel brought a different level of richness in terms of story and value. Negeri 5 Menara was also a book that I didn't know I would enjoy reading. I remember picking up the book because I knew of a movie titled the same.

Both books inspired me so much. They basically told a story of someone from a very humble background, who through education are able to actually experience living abroad. Obviously the stories were wayyyy more meaningful than that, but that was the thing that stuck out to me the most.

I read through all the series of Laskar Pelangi, following Ikal's stories in his humble Muhammadiyah school in Belitung, to him going to IPB, and then going to Sorbonne in Paris. I swear when I visited Paris last week, I was ecstatic to find that I was staying near Sorbonne area! After all these years the story is still stuck to me. 

I didn't read the other series of Negeri 5 Menara (but I bought all 3 and gifted them to Clement hoping that he feels as inspired as I do), yet I am really fascinated with how Gontor shaped its students and emphasized the importance of learning foreign languages. I know after that Alif managed to be a journalist in the US.

Wow that was a long intro. But to cut to the chase.. now I am doing it. Thirteen years later I found myself experiencing what I read in those amazing novels. I don't know if this is the power of manifesting, longing, or whatever.. but I am very grateful at where life has taken me.

I started living in Dubai per March 2025. It was such a big move to me. I, who never once lived faraway from my family, am now living alone! In Dubai nonetheless! Honestly what made the move easier was that moving to the regional office meant there were a lot of Indonesians here who I know I can rely on. As someone who actually likes to talk and mingle when I feel like it, being able to destress by not speaking English all the time is so precious to me!

Dubai, who before I moved here sounded fancy and money money money, now sounds like home to me. Before the move, I didn't even know that Dubai hosts the Emirates airline for example, or knew that it was part of the United Arab Emirates. My knowledge about the middle east countries was practically zero I know haha.

I moved here during the chilly and okay-ish weather of spring. But not long after, the weather started to get hot. It wasn't until these recent weeks though that it has became quite hot and humid. Thankfully the very heavy AC environment is very reliable. Not thankfully, I understand that there were very few months of the year in Dubai in which the city would be a nice walkable city.

Now my empty kitchen feels like my kitchen, with the IKEA kitchen racks that I assembled myself and the sauces and spices that I bought from the asian supermarkets. Cooking is not as simple though, somehow the utensils are not easy to wash and I hateee having soapy feel leftover in the utensils. But I make do, now I know the soap dishes brand that I like and also the sponge that is good to use. And also, because washing takes half the effort in cooking, I don't cook as often as I imagined I would be haha.

My kitchen and the cooking we often do together


Work life is also okay. There were lots of things that I haven't done and I should, I will get to it I promise.. (talking to self). But the work is interesting, I get to see things from a helicopter view. I could get more clarity, but I think this is a good start. I have a good team and a supportive boss, so all is well to me.

On weekends, thankfully I am also able to keep myself busy and productive! We are now able to rent cars and drive here (I also can drive!). We were taking trips to the other emirates of the UAE, to the beaches (never knew Dubai was such a beach city before), even during long weekends we've taken trips to Kazakhstan! Now we are also planning trips to more countries nearby, such as Georgia and Oman. More countries are coming definitely to the to-go list!

Weekend trip to Al Fujairah

Kaindy Lake in Kazakhstan. Pretty sure it's on of world's wonder!

I have so much to feel and experience here. Hopefully my future self would reember that I only need 30 friggin minutes to write this piece, and this post would break my cycle of procrastination. I hope to release new posts soon! Til next time!